So surgery it is!

So, I just found out...that I am having surgery again! The only good thing about this, is I will finally feel better. I haven't not felt pain since the day I had Dean. So, hopefully after I get this done and over with...I can feel like myself again. I will be a better mommy, when I feel like a normal person everyday. I am just going to miss my little man, when I am at the hospital. I so wish he could be there with me. I just wish I could wake up out of surgery and see my little man smiling at me. As much as I am scared, I am just happy to soon be on the road to recovery.